So Glad This Week Is Over! (via Blackberry Post)

DATE OF POST: July 24, 2010

OMG, I’m so glad that this damn week is over! I have been going freaking crazy! Too much drama follows my way!

For starters, I’m about to be kicked outta school. Not gonna get into that because bitches are stupid there. But it sucks because I’ve been trying to bust these 300 hours outta the way! I’ve been showing up EVERY single day of this week to get the rest of my hours! But fxck it, if I get kicked out, I’m going to another damn school for my 300 hours. I don’t give a damn anymore about Brio! That school is a piece of shit.

Secondly, my damn job! The store manager once again messed with my paycheck! So I`ve been keeping tabs on my pay stubs & my clock out sheets just to prove she’s been docking my pay. And damned if I didn’t catch her in a lie yesterday. I know she owes me 5 hours of pay and that bitch only put in 2 hours! Wtf?! She’s tryna say because I had a break but if that’s the case then it should be 4.5 hours she needs to give me. But forget it, she fires me again, I’m going right back to the Department of Labor with all my proof! I made photo copies of EVERYTHING and now I’ll have proof for a hearing.

Anyways, later on, I was in a car accident. This guy in a huge truck was trying to run and turn at a red light and hit my mothers truck! I’m alright. Everyone else that was in the car is alright, but he was clearly at fault for it! Now though, her truck is kinda totaled. The tire on the drivers side was blown out. And it was hit so hard that the car couldn’t start back up. OMG I was so scared because I saw him coming into us. And I’ve been in a car accident before but I’ve never been hit in the front. It was crazy and I was shaky. I swear sometimes I’m kinda glad that I don’t have my drivers license. I would hate myself if I caused an accident, especially if the accident killed someone! Ugh that would be the ultimate worse.. So don’t call, text, drink, and drive. It`s not worth it. Not that any of us were drinking at like 12 afternoon, but its a true fact that more people die from car accidents than gun shots.

So that’s pretty much the most of my drama this week! Its just chaos & madness in CT! And people wonder why I wanna leave and start fresh! Its all the craziness..

Ok done, so show me some lurve. Deuces.

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DATE OF POST: July 18, 2010

I’m alive… You better believe it. Things have just been tough! I’ve been a little bit depressed. I feel a little better now though. Friday night after work, I talked to Mr. Jersey about all of my problems and he was just wonderful. He told me things would be alright and get better. I swear that man is perfection! I should commit to him already but I think that a part of me is just scared. Which is one thing that has been depressing me. I’ve been thinking of my past relationships. I’ve been hurt way too much to fall into that trap again. Things are all sunshines and rainbows in the beginning of the relationship then a year later its tornados and thunderstorms! Feel me? I’m not sure I’m ready for that. But then again, I’m tired and annoyed with the single life. Ugh its just super annoying. You know?!

Anywhoo, school was the actually good this past week! I have 7 more tests to do and 300 more hours and I can FINALLY graduate! I really need to crack down and do 12 hour days to get outta there quicker! I’m like so done with it though! I’m ready for the salons and making dead presidents. I can’t stress it enough!

Speaking of making dead presidents, I’ve been working at my job! Shxt is still the damn same! Nothing but drama with my manager. She’s always starting with me. That’s why I can’t wait until I graduate and find a salon to work in so I can tell that trick the business! Leaving that place in general would make me happy! Today I was ready to walk out again because the damn cooks there don’t ever wanna do their job! I’m sitting there like “HELLO! Can you cook the fxcking orders on the screens?! I know you hear the beeps when the orders are coming in damn it!” Super duper annoying! Then the nerve for some bitch in drive thru to say the sweet tea wasn’t fxcking sweet! Bitch we already use a WHOLE bag of sugar for a bucket of tea! How fxcking sweet do you want it? You want it so sweet that you get a damn cavaity?! Stupid! Go home and make your own damn tea like! I miss working at retail stores instead of fast food. Its the worse!

Anyways, onto the site updates… The fierce xchange isn’t going too well! No one is joining it right now. I think I will give it another week or 2 and if people don’t join, I’m gonna shut it down. No point in wasting space for nothing, right?! As far as the hosting site goes… It should be opened soon. I’m thinking of some more things to do on my site but again, I don’t want to over crowd it. I’m just trying to make it a nice place to come around to on the WWW. Ohh btw, my site is mobile friendly, if you didn’t know! If you have mobile web on your phone, you can read only my blog. As you can tell from the title, I’m blogging from my Blackberry &hearts;. So yeah try it out on your mobile browser.