Anyways, I`m going to keep this post short, but I do want to thank everyone who left a comment on the previous post & those who sent emails to me. It`s nice to know that people you’re still getting to know, want to hold your hand through the tough times. You guys are great. 
I wish I could hug you all, but physically I can`t. But will e-hugs do?! *e-hug x 13* 
Next post though, I will come back with some new site updates. I`ve been doing a lot of literature work & I have some new themes coming. Get ready.
Well, I`m very sleepy even though its 10:00, but I have a busy week ahead of me, but I will be more active with my blog again, I promise. Deuces.
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Last Saturday, my father died! Things were hard at first, but things got better, then things got worse yesterday. Yesterday was the funeral. I was a wreck! And pissed.
A week before he died I talked to him a little bit. Trying once again to get him more involved in my life. But when he called me back, I couldn’t really say much because while I was talking to him, my great uncle Ron was hooked up to a respirator, dying & suffering himself. And I was trying to be there for my grandmother (her brother, my great uncle). So I tried to call him back, after my uncle died, but he never really responded, except once and he told me he was gonna call me back and never did. So I got mad at him again. Then came last Saturday and he was taken away from me. And all I really wanted was for him to be my Dad and its not fair he’s gone! 
At least, I got to see him go. He looked just as I last saw him in 2008. And I saw my brothers Dale JR and Chordale. My brother Dale was an asshole yesterday at the funeral. Everyone told me how my dad couldn’t stand him and how much he really did love me. I’ts still just not fair though. It just goes to show you that one day you’re here and the next day you could be gone. So from here on out, I’m gonna live life to its fullest.
He will be truly missed. I didn’t realize how many people he knew. And how much family I really have. The church was packed. That shocked me. And one day I’ll see him again and I hope, he’ll be waiting for me.
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So I was tired of feeling lonely and pathetic like I said in my previous post. So I went on a mini series of random dates. And OMG, these guys are douches! They suck! But then my last date, he was pretty cool. Kinda cute and the conversation was going pretty well, but then he wanted to ‘tell jokes‘. Eek. His jokes were garbage. I mean Chris Rock and Martin Lawrence would’ve been offended. Lmao. So he asked if I thought he was funny because I just couldn’t laugh. I mean, I was just a blank. And so I was honest. I honestly didn’t think he was funny. He had a great personality, but he just wasn’t a funny person. So he spazzed on me. That’s when I started laughing. I mean it wasn’t that serious to me. Obviously this kid was afraid of rejection or something. I even threw in that maybe he was looking for a girl who lies, because apparently he couldn’t handle the truth. Lol. I just think it was funny. Dating just sucks these days. I guess from now on, “You should always laugh at your date’s jokes!“, says my friend Courtney via Facebook.
But here’s a thought… Maybe it’s just me, but I’m starting to realize that a lot of single people who say they enjoy being single, secretly wish they were in a relationship! And people who are in relationships, and say they truly love their significant other, really want to be single. So why is dating so in between!? There’s just no balance, in my opinion. It’s difficult and annoying for my youth! How do you feel about dating? Are you single or in a relationship? Are you happy? Enjoying your status? Holler at me.
So what do you think? Fancy, huh?! Lol.
Well, I do have some good news…Finally! First, school might let me back in after I talk to the director about the problem. My mother basically told me that I needed to be calm and restrain from letting Danielle (my alter ego, whom has waaay too much attitude) come out. Which I`m sure I can do unless a bitch talks to me the wrong way. Just saying! But hopefully it doesn`t get that far.
Next, I went to the Department of Labor again this week. I`m not gonna bother with the benefits just yet. I`m gonna try to seek employment from them instead. I have to go to this program called Job Development and they help me find something good and better than minimum wage! w00t w00t! 
Ohhh, I talked to Mr. Jersey. I was feeling a bit insecure that he was losing interest in me, but that was cleared up. He`s actually trying to find a way for us to get up some time soon. Its been a long while! I`d be happy if he came up to see me. I just been feeling so lonely, and let my thoughts get the best of me… Yeah, I`m a bit pathetic. Lol.
And now for the site updates…YAY! Besides the new theme, I did work on the literature page a little bit. Next thing to do is actually make some more free pre-made themes for the theme page. Some are already in the process.
School, terminated me! I can go back in 3 months, which is freaking stupid because I could`ve been done in 2 months, but whatever… Mini vacation for me!
Job, fired again, but I don`t care no more. I went back to Department of Labor to find a new job and something better than minimum wage, cause I`m better than that.
Family, my mother was recently in the hospital for her heart. She came home today, but I`ve been mostly busy going up to see her.
Friends, I`m kinda annoyed with a couple of them. I hate when they come up to me with their drama, and act as if their drama is worse than my drama. And when I say something or express my opinion, they wanna cop attitudes. I`ve come to the conclusion, that I just won`t say shit anymore. Simple, right?!
Relationships, I talked to Mr. Jersey last week when all this has happened, but not so much all this past weekend. Hmph, maybe I`ll call him tonight.
Site updates, there isn`t any, but I do think its time for a new theme. Opening Photoshop like…NOW!
Lemme know what do you think via comments. Toodles.
]]>For starters, I’m about to be kicked outta school. Not gonna get into that because bitches are stupid there. But it sucks because I’ve been trying to bust these 300 hours outta the way! I’ve been showing up EVERY single day of this week to get the rest of my hours! But fxck it, if I get kicked out, I’m going to another damn school for my 300 hours. I don’t give a damn anymore about Brio! That school is a piece of shit.
Secondly, my damn job! The store manager once again messed with my paycheck! So I`ve been keeping tabs on my pay stubs & my clock out sheets just to prove she’s been docking my pay. And damned if I didn’t catch her in a lie yesterday. I know she owes me 5 hours of pay and that bitch only put in 2 hours! Wtf?! She’s tryna say because I had a break but if that’s the case then it should be 4.5 hours she needs to give me. But forget it, she fires me again, I’m going right back to the Department of Labor with all my proof! I made photo copies of EVERYTHING and now I’ll have proof for a hearing.
Anyways, later on, I was in a car accident. This guy in a huge truck was trying to run and turn at a red light and hit my mothers truck! I’m alright. Everyone else that was in the car is alright, but he was clearly at fault for it! Now though, her truck is kinda totaled. The tire on the drivers side was blown out. And it was hit so hard that the car couldn’t start back up. OMG I was so scared because I saw him coming into us. And I’ve been in a car accident before but I’ve never been hit in the front. It was crazy and I was shaky. I swear sometimes I’m kinda glad that I don’t have my drivers license. I would hate myself if I caused an accident, especially if the accident killed someone! Ugh that would be the ultimate worse.. So don’t call, text, drink, and drive. It`s not worth it. Not that any of us were drinking at like 12 afternoon, but its a true fact that more people die from car accidents than gun shots.
So that’s pretty much the most of my drama this week! Its just chaos & madness in CT! And people wonder why I wanna leave and start fresh! Its all the craziness..
Ok done, so show me some lurve. Deuces.
]]>Anywhoo, school was the actually good this past week! I have 7 more tests to do and 300 more hours and I can FINALLY graduate! I really need to crack down and do 12 hour days to get outta there quicker! I’m like so done with it though! I’m ready for the salons and making dead presidents. I can’t stress it enough!
Speaking of making dead presidents, I’ve been working at my job! Shxt is still the damn same! Nothing but drama with my manager. She’s always starting with me. That’s why I can’t wait until I graduate and find a salon to work in so I can tell that trick the business! Leaving that place in general would make me happy! Today I was ready to walk out again because the damn cooks there don’t ever wanna do their job! I’m sitting there like “HELLO! Can you cook the fxcking orders on the screens?! I know you hear the beeps when the orders are coming in damn it!” Super duper annoying! Then the nerve for some bitch in drive thru to say the sweet tea wasn’t fxcking sweet! Bitch we already use a WHOLE bag of sugar for a bucket of tea! How fxcking sweet do you want it? You want it so sweet that you get a damn cavaity?! Stupid! Go home and make your own damn tea like! I miss working at retail stores instead of fast food. Its the worse!
Anyways, onto the site updates… The fierce xchange isn’t going too well! No one is joining it right now. I think I will give it another week or 2 and if people don’t join, I’m gonna shut it down. No point in wasting space for nothing, right?! As far as the hosting site goes… It should be opened soon. I’m thinking of some more things to do on my site but again, I don’t want to over crowd it. I’m just trying to make it a nice place to come around to on the WWW. Ohh btw, my site is mobile friendly, if you didn’t know! If you have mobile web on your phone, you can read only my blog. As you can tell from the title, I’m blogging from my Blackberry ♥. So yeah try it out on your mobile browser.
Hmm, well that’s all I can think of as far as blogging right now… Show me some love and I’ll give you some too. Tooties.
Anywhoo, how was everyone`s holiday weekend?! Mines was obviously interesting! Friday night, my friend Larry, set me up for the Okie Doke Game! Basically, he set me up with one of his friend. I mean his friend is alright looking. He has some big ears like Will Smith, but he`s alright to look at. Lol. I don`t know, if I meet him, then we`ll see how it goes. I just don`t like being set up, especially from another dude. It`s kinda creepy to me. 
On Saturday, I hung out with my girls Amanda, Destiny, & Zamari. We smoked a little bit and drank a little bit. We all work together, so we went back to the job & fucked things up real quick. We took some pictures, but I don`t feel like uploading all of them. Yesterday and today, I just chilled & cleaned up my bedroom a bit. Had some burgers & hot dogs. And since I live in the ghetto, I hear fireworks all the time. So I wasn`t too excited about that. Besides I feel too old to be excited about some sparkly crap in the sky. But I did bump to Drake & Alicia Keys – Fireworks all day on the ipod! Haha.
Moving along, I still haven`t heard from Mr. Bridgeport, but oh well, his lost. Guess this new guy can be option number 2 now. Like I said, we`ll see. Anywhoo, Mr. Jersey has been on my butt lately. He`s called EVERY night at midnight constantly. And confessed how badly he wants to be with me, but in due time, it could possibly happen.
Site updates, I said I had alot of ideas, well I`ve worked on one, and soon, I will be working on another. I`ve opened a button rotation site. I had one before on Phunkie-Phresh, so I thought to myself, ‘Why not do it again?!‘ So I did it. Next will be my hosting site. So far I haven`t worked on that site yet, but it`ll happen eventually. But if you have buttons, sign up for the button exchange/rotation site & tell others about it too.
Welp, tis all for now. Oh wait, like the new theme?! GAGA OHH LA LA!
]]>Welp, after being terminated from my retarded job, I filed for unemployment benefits this week. I`m not gonna leave without a fight. I deserve this, because they know they didn`t treat me right. But it is what is. Tomorrow, I get my last paycheck. I have this feeling that I`m gonna have some more problems with them, but I sure hope not. Whether I get the unemployment benefits or not, I`m gonna still look for a job. But hopefully I get the unemployment benefits until I do find something…
But other than that, it was actually nice getting back into my school. I`m excited to hurry up and get this crap over with. I have over 1100 hours now. I just want my 1500 hours and be able to legally work in a salon and make some real money. If I just stay focused, I`ll finish in time!
Relationships, ahh… Well, I don`t know if anyone outside of Connecticut heard, but there was a tornado in Bridgeport, Connecticut last week. And Mr. Bridgeport hasn`t returned any of my calls since it happened. I hope he`s alright and him and his family weren`t hurt. I hope he`s not trying to blow me off either. Hopefully that`s not the case, either way, I still have my back up plan, Mr. Jersey. This week, he turned 25. I wish I could`ve kept him company, but unfortunately he`s in Jersey with his family. 
But I wished him a Happy Birthday and hoped he didn`t get into too much trouble.
Welp, it`s Independence Day weekend, and I`m sorta looking forward to it, but then again I`m not. First of all, its suppose to be 90 degrees starting on Sunday, and then half of next week will be too. Surprising today & yesterday were actually cool. The wind was blowing nice. It felt like Spring again! 
But this holiday weekend, might be Hell! And that doesn`t go well with certain people`s attitudes, especially certain people in my family. :rolleyes:
Anyways, as far as site updates go… I will be putting up a new theme. This grey one is alright, but its just kinda plain to me. Last week, while I was sick, I created a new theme, but it needs to be tweaked with a little bit more. And I`m thinking of vlogging some of my tutorials. I`m like a kid in a candy store when I start thinking of things to do with my site. Lol. I have LOTS of ideas, but I don`t know how I`m gonna get them done. I`m gonna do some serious brainstorming though. I`ll figure it out, so be on the look out.
Well, that is all for now. Show me some love and I got you back! Tooties.
Btw, pray for my Daddy, Drake. His momma, is undergoing surgery and he had to postpone his European tour. Pray she has a speedy recovery. She will have grand babies one day from us. And I want her to be around to see them. Lol.
Other than that issue, the weekend was pretty good. Friday was great. Me & my ex-co-worker/homegirl Amanda spent the morning & afternoon together at her crib until she had to go to work. And that night my mother & I went out for dinner. Saturday, did some shopping at Wally World! And Sunday, I chilled, until I worked & got fired. Haha. 
In the latest blog news though… I`ve terminated Phunkie-Phresh.Net. It no longer exists. However, I did bring my themes from there onto here. And that`s all I will be doing on here… Making themes. No tutorials besides my hair & makeup tutorials. Which I have added 2 new tutorials on there, by the way! Check them out. More will be added soon. Until then, hit me up. Will reply to cmnts later on.