Blackberry Post ♥

DATE OF POST: July 18, 2010

I’m alive… You better believe it. Things have just been tough! I’ve been a little bit depressed. I feel a little better now though. Friday night after work, I talked to Mr. Jersey about all of my problems and he was just wonderful. He told me things would be alright and get better. I swear that man is perfection! I should commit to him already but I think that a part of me is just scared. Which is one thing that has been depressing me. I’ve been thinking of my past relationships. I’ve been hurt way too much to fall into that trap again. Things are all sunshines and rainbows in the beginning of the relationship then a year later its tornados and thunderstorms! Feel me? I’m not sure I’m ready for that. But then again, I’m tired and annoyed with the single life. Ugh its just super annoying. You know?!

Anywhoo, school was the actually good this past week! I have 7 more tests to do and 300 more hours and I can FINALLY graduate! I really need to crack down and do 12 hour days to get outta there quicker! I’m like so done with it though! I’m ready for the salons and making dead presidents. I can’t stress it enough!

Speaking of making dead presidents, I’ve been working at my job! Shxt is still the damn same! Nothing but drama with my manager. She’s always starting with me. That’s why I can’t wait until I graduate and find a salon to work in so I can tell that trick the business! Leaving that place in general would make me happy! Today I was ready to walk out again because the damn cooks there don’t ever wanna do their job! I’m sitting there like “HELLO! Can you cook the fxcking orders on the screens?! I know you hear the beeps when the orders are coming in damn it!” Super duper annoying! Then the nerve for some bitch in drive thru to say the sweet tea wasn’t fxcking sweet! Bitch we already use a WHOLE bag of sugar for a bucket of tea! How fxcking sweet do you want it? You want it so sweet that you get a damn cavaity?! Stupid! Go home and make your own damn tea like! I miss working at retail stores instead of fast food. Its the worse!

Anyways, onto the site updates… The fierce xchange isn’t going too well! No one is joining it right now. I think I will give it another week or 2 and if people don’t join, I’m gonna shut it down. No point in wasting space for nothing, right?! As far as the hosting site goes… It should be opened soon. I’m thinking of some more things to do on my site but again, I don’t want to over crowd it. I’m just trying to make it a nice place to come around to on the WWW. Ohh btw, my site is mobile friendly, if you didn’t know! If you have mobile web on your phone, you can read only my blog. As you can tell from the title, I’m blogging from my Blackberry ♥. So yeah try it out on your mobile browser.

Hmm, well that’s all I can think of as far as blogging right now… Show me some love and I’ll give you some too. Tooties.

Comment by ash on July 22nd, 2010 @ 9:26 PM

Don’t commit hun if you’re not ready. It’ll only end in disaster. Let the better side of you fall in love *_* Yay for graduation!!! imy!
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Comment by chantel on July 23rd, 2010 @ 2:59 PM

ughh i feel you. fast food sucks butt and i miss my retail job too. but it will get better and you will leave those managers behind when you get your salon job. theyre just bitter because they are stuck taking orders forever lol

Comment by Sam on July 24th, 2010 @ 7:02 AM

Hey hey!!
I would LOVE to be affies!!
I have added your link on my main page =]

Also about the boy troubles. I know that it can be so daunting to commit when you are not ready (and for that reason you SHOULDN’T commit) however if you are scared because of past experience then perhaps its not that you aren’t ready, but rather that you are just simply scared.
I am happily with my boy and he is wonderful but we were both really scared when we started dating because we both had horrible histories and all that jazz so we made a pact. We would be first and foremost friends and make sure that our friendship was always the forefront. Secondly, that we would be completely honest ALL THE TIME, and never bottle things up and thirdly, that we wouldn’t judge our relationship based on the past. It sounds like you like this dude – maybe you should give him a chance and be honest with him about your fears. If he cant accept your fears then he isn’t perfection at all!! xx

Comment by Jayde Fierce on July 24th, 2010 @ 10:09 PM

Yeah, retail is just so much easier and LESS DRAMA! Those were the good ol days! And yeah you`re right, my manager is mad she`s gonna be stuck taking orders forever. Not my fault she`s an illegal immigrant. Smh.

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